So out of nowhere, my head suddenly became full of stuff about the future. I’ll be going for uni next year most probably, or maybe early 2013 that is,if I decided to take a few months gap before uni or smth like that. My choice of unis are now only limited to those in oz or nz. To be honest, I’ve never actually wanted to go for uni in those two countries, but sadly my dad won’t let me go anywhere else. Most of his reasons quite make sense though, but even till now, I still can’t have a say about which uni or like country I wanna go to for uni. It’s as if everything he says, goes and that’s that, can’t argue, can’t have a say about anything, I can only listen and obey. I realized something a while ago, I’m almost nothing compared to most people. I can’t really do anything, I don’t even know what I’m good at or what I’m gonna be when I grow up, I can’t be what I want to be, and the thought of that saddens me. a lot. Heck, I don’t even know why I’m posting this right now which is quite funny cause I felt like posting this a while ago, but now I don’t feel like it anymore hahahahah

So yeah………. BYE